~ °Café de Terrasse° ~The thoughts of an odd duck who sits alone in a night cafe, with a stylo in his right, a journal in his left, a valise under his chaise, a tasse on the table, and plenty of time to pass. | |
~ Salut! Come and join me at Table #12 |Leaving so soon? Ecrivez-Moi! ~ | |
~ dimanche, décembre 08, 2002 ~ After reading my blogs, I find that I tend to digress and go off on tangents... does that seem so to you? I'm not Mr. Flores but goodness... Hello... thank goodness i finally got my internet back... damn cable company... I didn't know that we were only leasing the cable modem from them... so I went out and bought one...~ vendredi, décembre 06, 2002 ~ This is Benjamin Catabas reporting live from Computer Class 103 again where Mr. Lossner has been appointed substitute teacher for the day! Let me now interview Mr. Lossner. "Mr. Lossner? Can you tell the net world how everything is going? Say anything and I'll blog it." Mr. Lossner- "C'mon Ben, what are you doing? Is that e-mail? I thought you weren't supposed to log into sites like that." There you have it. Mr. Lossner speaks and the world listens. Reporting live once again from Computer Class 103, this is Benjamin Catabas, signing out.~ jeudi, décembre 05, 2002 ~ Simply having a wonderful Christmas time! Please excuse my cafe. It is currently undergoing redecoration for the Christmas season... Thank You!~ mercredi, décembre 04, 2002 ~ Everything is alright now I suppose. Too many bad things have been happening... I feel terrible... haha that's good though... I am a strong believer in the balance of the world... the equilibrum between all the forces... I believe that soon enough, all these bad feelings will be balanced by goodness in the future... all I have to do is look foreward to it and it will happen and I can be really happy. Oh heck, forget all that, I am happy already... thank you... you don't know who you are but you have made my day Miss.~ mardi, décembre 03, 2002 ~ I thought today was a good day. I thought I felt good today. Now why do i feel so guilty? Is it because my emotions are hidden underneath a facade of happiness? No, I don't think so. I mean, that's not true. I try to be happy and so I am happy. I'm a happy person. Maybe I just feel to guilty about being happy. No, it's not that either. I'm now undergoing a sudden change in emotion. I can't believe all the stuff that's happening around me! I've been trying to play 'naive' but it's no longer working. There's too much going on. I feel like I have a say in everything but... nobody will listen... Or maybe people do listen, but they won't pay attention to what they are listening to. Or maybe I'm just being ridiculous. I don't know. Somebody who knows, please tell me what is wrong with me, if anything at all... maybe you notice and so I can try to figure out how to cope and turn my life around.
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