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~ samedi, juillet 09, 2005 ~

...so i'm a suspicious guy aye?
hehehe.
nah, i don't mean to be...
You know, I sure have A LOT of unnecessary defence mechanisms. They are supposed to protect me but instead they're ruining my life! It's like my face is constantly buried in a giant airbag. sigh*
But there's hope yet! I'm on a twelve-step program to self-improvement... I call it, "The Twelve Step Program to Self-Improvement." It's basically like clean-sweeping a computer or summer cleaning an apartment... I have to delete, restructure, organize, and put away my downfalls. I have to let go of emotional baggage... only one carry-on per passenger will be allowed in the Airways of Life. It's time to empty the temporary files folder and it's time to realize a new way of looking at life.. in the perspective of risks.
The anti-social virus protection in my life was on high setting.. that's why I couldn't do much of anything until I lowered the tab. Now I'm happy to be able to talk to new people and smile at strangers and every so often I may have a social boo boo.. but nothing that can't be quarantined.
If you don't let anything happen to you, then nothing will ever happen to you... that line was a paraphrasion of a ripped-off Finding Nemo movie phrase. So jacked... yet oh, so true.
I'm not currently actively seeking a romantic relationship although I'm still on my quest for true Romance. Did I lose people there? You have to focus on the first letter of _omance because a capital lettre changes meanings. Women aren't impossible.. just difficult. Sometimes, people like to eat the cake but the frosting's too sweet.
Am I blogging for the sake of blogging? Or is it deeper than that? Do I arouse suspicions?

~Benjamin 7/09/2005 01:34:00 AM
~ vendredi, juillet 08, 2005 ~
L'amour, l'amour, toujours l'amour.
Je cherche, je cherche, je n' le trouve pas.
L'amour caché derrière la soeur, derrière l'amie, derrière la vie.
L'amour romaine, l'amour certaine, l'amour de la main, l'amour du matin.

~Benjamin 7/08/2005 05:19:00 PM
~ mardi, juillet 05, 2005 ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISON!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!

*HUG*

~Benjamin 7/05/2005 10:12:00 PM

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