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~ dimanche, mars 27, 2005 ~
Happy Easter! It's a joyous celebration and I bid you all a blessed Day of Resurrection!
~Benjamin 3/27/2005 12:55:00 AM
~ mercredi, mars 23, 2005 ~
When life doesn't go well, what do you do? Do you believe in what the french call, "le coup de foudre?" Me personally, I don't know... I can't say I've experienced it... but lately, it's like i've come close. le sigh* Life is soo deliciously painful. It's so full of disappointments and fulfillments.. but not so much right now. I must be going through some case of male PMS... i swear i must be! I can't concentrate on anything, my head hurts like hell, i've lost interest in soo many things and soo many people, and i'm just feeling irritable. Maybe it's stress... but what the heck could I possibly be stressed about? hehe, not school! I need to get out of Davis... even for just a little while. I want to learn new things, meet new people, see new places! I want to go somewhere where I can appreciate feeling appreciated... or where I won't feel like I'm always "getting told". I tell you, some people can be vicious without even knowing it. I tried to turn the other cheek... but man, I didn't expect to get hit again. I do believe that people need to feel loved... and I think that people also need to feel needed. If you have no purpose, then you are nothing but a waste of space. It's a driving factor in life. I need that driving factor.. because sometimes, it's more relieving to be a passenger.
~Benjamin 3/23/2005 01:39:00 AM
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