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~ dimanche, mai 01, 2005 ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDIE NUTT... everybody wish her a happy birthday! unh! go andie, its yo berffday... uhuh... das rite... yo!
~Benjamin 5/01/2005 01:13:00 AM
hrmm... somehow hugs do make things better... there was a lot of talking and stuff but in the end, i think the hug finally settled it... sigh* ...now that's what i call relief... in the buff... say whaaa? hahaha
~Benjamin 5/01/2005 12:25:00 AM
~ samedi, avril 30, 2005 ~
...i wish a hug could heal it all... but would it only hurt it?
~Benjamin 4/30/2005 07:50:00 PM
Knowing that I've caused soo much pain to somebody soo close to me is what really pains me. This is much harder than i thought. I don't want it to end like this. She totally doesn't deserve any of this as much as I do... I didn't wanna hurt anybody and that was the whole reason... but i guess it was too late. i dont have much of any experience in this sort of thing so i dont know if this is how im supposed to feel... If you're reading this, I'm sorry. i really am. and i'm not trying to cop out of feeling the way i feel right now. i didn't mean to cause you any hurt but it totally didnt work... and i dont think you should be the one who feels bad. I would like to make you feel better but im scared that i'll only make things worse. You're the first person in my life that i ever got that close with and the only one ive ever felt this way about...
~Benjamin 4/30/2005 01:44:00 AM
~ vendredi, avril 29, 2005 ~
this f*ckin SUX... why'd i ever listen to u.
~Benjamin 4/29/2005 08:47:00 PM
~ jeudi, avril 28, 2005 ~
confused, worried, hopeful
~Benjamin 4/28/2005 06:13:00 PM
~ mercredi, avril 27, 2005 ~
I am soo confused. LE SIGH.
~Benjamin 4/27/2005 01:41:00 AM
~ lundi, avril 25, 2005 ~
Spring Retreat 2005 was pretty good... had fun, very relaxing... too much to post... sleepy... ttyal!
~Benjamin 4/25/2005 01:44:00 AM
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